"1 Behold, it came to pass that I, Enos, knowing my father that he was a just man—for he taught me in his language, and also in the nurture and admonition of the Lord—and blessed be the name of my God for it—
2 And I will tell you of the wrestle which I had before God, before I received a remission of my sins.
3 Behold, I went to hunt beasts in the forests; and the words which I had often heard my father speak concerning eternal life, and the joy of the saints, sunk deep into my heart." (Enos 1:1-3)
Enos didn't write very much of his history. He didn't really have to. I think his entire message is about spiritual growth. He basically tells the story about how he went from leaning on the testimony of others to something much more. As we read about in this first passage, Enos was taught the important things by his father. I think it's clear that he heard what his father said, but didn't necessarily gain his own conviction of those truths.
When he went out hunting, I'm picturing Enos setting up a spot for hunting, and there's a lot of patience and waiting involved in this. I'm thinking that he probably thought about a lot of different topics, and at some point, his curiosity was piqued, and he started to really think about the words his father had taught him. This is no different from anyone who is raised with the gospel in their homes. We learn it from our parents, from our church teachers, from our friends and neighbors. It isn't until we let these things "[sink] deep into [our] heart[s]" that we begin to learn for ourselves. It isn't the easiest process, and sometimes it even feels like a wrestle, to use Enos' description. But let's see what happens to Enos when he takes the time to go through it.
Enos famously prayed through the day and night, to this result:
"5 And there came a voice unto me, saying: Enos, thy sins are forgiven thee, and thou shalt be blessed.
6 And I, Enos, knew that God could not lie; wherefore, my guilt was swept away." (Enos 1:5-6)
Guilt from sin, whether great or small, weighs us down. Enos prayed for faith, and for forgiveness. He got it, and his conversion was powerful. He even asked God how he could be forgiven, and it was answered that it was because of his faith. He had the faith, and he repented and was forgiven.
The very next step is a repeated pattern throughout the scriptures.
"Now, it came to pass that when I had heard these words I began to feel a desire for the welfare of my brethren, the Nephites; wherefore, I did pour out my whole soul unto God for them." (Enos 1:9)
The first thing that you want to do when you have something as amazing as forgiveness and conversion happen is that you want to share it with others who are close to you. It happened with Lehi in his dream about the tree of life (as soon as he partook of the fruit, he wanted to share it with his family). It happened with the righteous who survived the destruction at the time of the coming of Christ to the Nephites (as soon as they heard Christ teach that first day and told them He would be back the next day, people traveled through the night to bring those they cared about to the temple to be there the next day when He came).
God tells Enos that he would bless the people according to their obedience, as a reminder that agency must remain in force. No matter how many people prayed for the Nephites, each of them had to make a choice to be obedient to the commandments.
Then, the circle gets wider.
Enos starts to pray for the Lamanites. It's worth noting here that Enos describes how throughout his life, the Lamanites and the Nephites fought a lot of wars, and were pretty hardcore enemies, yet Enos was praying for them.
I think this shows a level of spiritual maturity to realize that even your mortal enemies are really just misguided brethren, and you would love to see as many as can make it to live in the mansions in heaven prepared for them. Obviously, it's up to each person's individual choice, but to want everyone to receive the gospel and be converted, even your enemies, shows that you understand the gospel. You understand God's plan, and you want to share it with as many as you can.
Enos sums up his conversion very well:
"26 And I saw that I must soon go down to my grave, having been wrought upon by the power of God that I must preach and prophesy unto this people, and declare the word according to the truth which is in Christ. And I have declared it in all my days, and have rejoiced in it above that of the world.
27 And I soon go to the place of my rest, which is with my Redeemer; for I know that in him I shall rest. And I rejoice in the day when my mortal shall put on immortality, and shall stand before him; then shall I see his face with pleasure, and he will say unto me: Come unto me, ye blessed, there is a place prepared for you in the mansions of my Father. Amen." (Enos 1:26-27)
It's what I want to be able to say at the end of my life. There is no doubt in Enos' mind at this ending point of his life that he has been faithful and will live with God again. I want to have that same confidence in my efforts as well. I think I've got a long way to go, but as I learn from the experiences that Enos had, I can get there, it just takes time and effort.